This is my first "explorative journal" assignment for my Psych-Mental Health rotation. So, that being what it is, this is kind of school-ish and leaves a lot to be desired as far as blog entries go. However, I am so very exhausted and at least wanted to post something about my first couple experiences there, that this will have to do for now. Next week will be my third week in the acute psych unit.
Here you go:
During my first clinical week for Psych-Mental Health Nursing, I experienced a wide variety of experiences and interactions with both clients and nurses in {deleted} Hospital. After listening to the report for the day shift, the “mid” shift began at 3 pm. Following a very experienced nurse for the first couple of hours was an eye-opening experience for me. I had not known what to expect before coming, but did have phrases from lecture echoing through my head such as, “Never touch a psychiatric patient,” and pictures from the schizophrenia videos especially were running rampant through my head. All of the material from lecture, videos, and my notes were beginning to come to life for me.
Talking to my first client felt daunting at first, especially since “D.*” was a very depressed person with fibromyalgia who was experiencing some severe medication side effects, which I quickly found out about. I asked her if it was okay that I sit next to her and she responded that I could. When I asked her how she was doing, she immediately began to tear up and then cry, rubbing and pulling at her face with her hands, and saying that she is having so much pain in her face. She was experiencing tingling, throbbing, and stabbing pain in her face and neck, I found out after probing her a bit more. She was sure it was from [her medication], which she had just started as a new medication that morning. I tried to find out more about her and tried a few more open-ended questions such as, “Tell me a little about what it has been like for you since you’ve been here.” She was able to expand a lot about her experiences in the unit, as she had been admitted before. Her affect brightened considerably when talking about her three children, and by that time the pain in her face and head seemed less of a factor at the moment.
The experience with D. seemed to go rather smoothly, and I found myself utilizing some the therapeutic communication techniques from both this class and another nursing class. I felt slightly proud of myself that I was able to get at some of D.’s underlying feelings and issues, and that she was pretty open with me at the time. However, I also realized that I did not ask her for a pain rating which may have been important information to relay to her nurse. After the experience, I did go to her nurse about her complaints of pain and the possible medication side effects. Her nurse at first seemed not to take the information seriously and I questioned my tone of voice during the interaction. Perhaps I was not assertive enough or did not seem worried enough about her pain when speaking with her nurse. Then again, maybe I was “just” a student nurse who is still far from recognizing important signs and symptoms of medication side effects. One important question raised about this experience is: Is a side effect of Zoloft increased fibromyalgia pain? Is there any research about this? Could it be that strange pains like D.’s is a common side effect even for patients without fibromyalgia? Searching the Davis Drug Guide and even delving into the CINAHL research database through the college would be ways of finding out some of this information.
Another experience I had with a client was with “A.*,” a young man of 25 who was admitted only about 20 hours prior to my conversation with him. He drank excessive amounts of alcohol the night before and his friends took him to the emergency department when he began talking “nonsense” and apparently brought up some suicidal thoughts more than once. While talking with him, he was extremely nervous and just could not sit still. In trying out some of my therapeutic communication techniques, A. seemed to be very focused on his being released in order to get schoolwork done, as he was under a lot of pressure and in a master’s program. Some of the strengths of our communication were that I believe he opened up relatively quickly and we discussed ways in which he can better handle his high stress and schoolwork that did not involve alcohol or marijuana, which he admitted to occasionally using to excess. He talked numerous times about how “this stuff” (group and individual counseling) “doesn’t work,” and I realized I almost wanted to talk him into it. After our conversation I realized that instead of being silent and listening to him continue about that, maybe I should have asked him some open-ended probing questions about what he thinks it is about counseling that “doesn’t work.” I also noticed that I began to feel that he was actually trying to convince himself, and not me, that he could and should go home and just pretend the experience did not happen. I could have even been bold and stated that it seemed that way to me.
One question I had after my interaction with A. is: What are some of the ways of communicating differently with people of higher educational experiences versus people with much lower levels of education? I will have to search through some communication techniques resources in order to fully expand my knowledge of this aspect of client care. This, to me, is something I know in my gut, but still need and want concrete techniques to try when dealing with people of differing educational levels.
Overall, my first week’s experience at this unit was trying, complicated, and informational at the same time. It turned out that D.’s nurse did recognize the problem with her and gave her a PRN for her head/face pain and D.was feeling better by the time I talked with her later in the evening. I was glad to have five days between the first week and the upcoming week to process all that happened and the ways in which I can improve some of my communication techniques. I was able to go back through some of my lecture notes and begin to piece together the information with real-life experience for the first time, which makes the experiences meld together a bit better. Next week I’d like to work on better communication with both the clients and the staff.
*First name letters have been changed.
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